Life isn't always what you want.

Where to begin? The past few days have been crazy and I'm not even sure why. I just know I'm overwhelmed with homework, yet I have this feeling that I need to be blogging, and relieve some of my stress and thoughts. I have been thinking a lot lately about being OK to change and move on, without having to make a big event happen first, or to have the change so dramatic. And I came to some good points. Change isn't a big deal. It is just a necessary part of life. Think about it. How slowly do we change. Everyday we change in some way, Our mood, our hair style, our clothes, whatever it may be, its a change. So why not change our actions in small steps? Why don't we Make sure we always speak in a tone and manner in which everyone feels comfortable and loved. Lately I feel like I have kind of shrugged off the people I love the most. I just wanted to be alone, and it hit me, that is NOT what I want! I want the opposite. I want someone to love me. Someone who texts me in the morning just to make sure i have a good day, I want that person who will listen to me ranting about some stupid project even when they have more important things. I just wanted to be loved. And not to say I don't love my friends that are girls, but A guy would be nice. I just feel kind of useless and like I'm just another person taking up space. I want to be that person who makes someones day because I smiled at them, or save someones life because I complimented their shoes. I want a lot of things. But, I am willing to give. I want to give my time to help the poor and needy. I want to help others feel welcomed and loved. I want to show people that someone always cares for them. So today I really don't have a theme. I just have a big list of what I want. A cry almost for help, but in reality I just want to get some things off my chest. I feel better now. A little anyways. I guess I just needed someone to talk to. And for someone to listen. I just want to end in a quote that I liked.
“All of us should accept things we cannot change. We should have strength to change what we can, but we must be wise enough to know the difference between these things.”