Happiness and sadness run parallel to each other. When one takes a rest, the other one tends to take up the slack.

The past few days a lot has been on my mind. I have wanted to blog, but was afraid at just how much might come out. I lost my iPod on Saturday, and I STILL haven't found it. I have been overwhelmed with homework, and my English project has me so confused. So, to start out I want to talk about being happy in tough times. Everyone goes through them, it is just how we view our situations. It is SO hard to try and put a smile on your face when all you can think about is failing a test, being forever alone, having no friends, or TOTALLY lost on a school project. But, no matter what the problem, happiness is somewhere to be found, whether you can see it or not. Sorry, this is really random and doesn't quite fit with the theme for today. So, Tonight at dinner I talked with my mom and brother about which letter to choose. One of my friends had suggested "A" or "F" for Alone, or Forever alone... and I actually really have been considering this. I think as of now, its accurate. But, then my mom suggested doing a "V" Instantly, Andrew asked if that was for Virgin - nice. But, it stood for vulnerable. Not everyone might know this, but my feelings get hurt really easily, and some of the stupidest things really bother me, But, I have a good way of not showing it! So vote! Comment or text me on which letter I should do, and if you have any other Ideas, let me know! I want to end this blog post by saying thanks. To all those people who have stuck with me, when even I didn't want to be with me. And I want to apologize to all those who I have hurt or let down <3 Just blogging this has made me feel a lot better. "This is my "depressed stance." When you're depressed, it makes a lot of difference how you stand. The worst thing you can do is straighten up and hold your head high because then you'll start to feel better. If you're going to get any joy out of being depressed, you've got to stand like this."