I'll be what you want me to be ~

So a few little tid-bits of good news before I start with my boring life!

1. ROBERT GOT INTO BYU-I!  Not that I doubted him, but man am I proud. He deserves the best and I know we haven't always gotten along the best, but he's my brother and I love him and am proud! I really think he deserves this and MUCH more! You go Rob!

2. My good friend Sister Katelyn Tucker is officially set apart as a sister missionary!!! I am SO proud of her, and I know she's going to be GREAT! She has helped me through this long wait, and I SWEAR she is INSPIRED in the timing of her texts to me!

3. My bar chart that I wrote officially came in and is on sale for $5.95... that's right guys... I'm PUBLISHED!

4. Mormon Messages have saved my life. Seriously. I will explain this further as I blog.

So... as most of you may or may not know I got my wisdom teeth out. Both top ones were impacted, one was partially on the bone and the other was completely on the bone. The surgery went SO smooth and I didn't feel an ounce of pain! I LOVED it. I have been blessed with a great recovery. I haven't bled at all in my mouth, and no super intense pain! HOWEVER I decided not to take the narcotics due to chance of addiction and the possible side effects. I don't do pain but I decided since I'm being obedient the Lord will bless me. And as I read my scriptures and pray I know that I am being healed and blessed for obedience. I have been having a rough day though today. My mom has been an ANGEL in trying to keep me distracted and busy, but she also does everything to try and let me sleep. It's sweet how concerned she is. I love her so much! But it doesn't mean that I'm not in pain. Because I am. I am trying to stay positive and relax to help the healing but I just keep getting frustrated. I haven't even drank a whole bottle of water in 36 hours! That's BAD for me! I also haven't been eating hardly anything because I just don't feel up to it. I feel lonley and bored and just in pain! It is a nice weight loss program though! HA! So tonight I took like 20 minutes and watched a few Mormon Messages. They were just what I needed and have helped me a lot. I still have that pain but I know if it gets bad I can always ask for a blessing! I also know that I will be ok. That people have it worse than me. I am really working on humbling myself and focusing myself on Him and what I can do to serve my Lord.

I am SO grateful for church websites. I have all the hymns playing as I blog, uplifting my spirit! I love this church SO much! I am excited to think that in 3 weeks time, I will be at the Provo MTC!!!!!